The Writing Songstress

I'm the Writing Songstress, I basically sing and write.


Good Things Always Have Expiration Dates..


It was just two days ago when I've chatted with the musician, and it was so heavenly since then. Beyond the age gap and the location gap, he was a great guy. He was kind, he was sweet, he's got a way with words, he's a total package. That's why I wondered why he's still single till now. 

But anyways, here's the real deal: tonight, we talked again on skype and it was pretty much the casual thing... but, it's true, I guess it's true, that in a seemingly perfect thing, there'd always be that imperfect side to it. And it showed tonight, as big as the lantern still hanging outside our window. 

Amidst his sweet and bubbly personality, is his being "pervy" I might say. And does and wants to do these naughty things on skype, maybe it's his hobby or he's just used to it, but actually, I'm not. He wants me to listen while he _____ well, you get the picture. Because he thinks that I talk cute and it turns him on. But I'm like, WTF? It's not that I forced you to be like that!  I got to talk to him that I'm not one that does those stuff, and that I respect him so much to just do those acts with him. Because I don't want him to lose respect with me, and in turn, I don't want to lose respect for him. That's just the way I work with people whom I see worthy of my time. I told him straight forward. So we talked on mic for a bit, but still, I heard this squishy sounds and the slight groans he's making while I was talking and ding! I turned me mic off. He wondered, but I'm not one that doesn't keep his word. I told him there and there that if this stuff continues, he's putting this budding friendship in the line. 

If this would continue, I would feel resent for it. Cuz like, It's not everyday that I'd know a musician. But I don't want to have a friend, in which respect is taken for granted. Yes we all have our dirty moments, but for someone I've just knew, and for someone I haven't even seen in person, I just can't be that person for him. I'm not that kind of a person; one who'd be all slutty and stuff on skype. I simply, don't function that way. Hope he understands. And if EVER, the friendship takes a turn for the worse, at least I'm ready to let go.

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